Crystallwrites

  For all you people, who think they're alone, remember you're watched over by sun, given light by moon, provided peace by all those beautiful stars and calmed by nature. You... are not alone... -Crystall    Dear Guardian Angel, [Guardian angel : a spirit that is thought to watch over and protect a person or place. ] I know we haven’t met yet. I don’t even know if you exist or not. I don’t know what bond we share. But this is a letter to convince myself that you are there. Somewhere. And one day we’ll find each other, our paths will cross, and we’ll identify each other right away. I know you’d be with me at my worst. I know you’d hold me when I fall. I know you’d accept me for what I am (which by the way is a total mess). I know that no matter how hard I try to show you the door, you’ll end up coming back. Every time. ‘Cuz you’d know that after all of that, in the end, I’d need your shoulder to bawl my eyes out. I know you’d handle all my mistakes without judging me even

Isn’t it funny how we feel we vibe with someone really well but all the while we never realize the infinity that they are holding in within themselves? Yes, we sure do  know  them so dang well but that’s not the point. The question is how much do we  understand  them? How much do we hear their unsaid problems, answer their unasked questions, or see their unseen tears?    Get your mental health journal in just 500 bucks! People putting up a face every freaking day and showing up with their hidden vulnerable self to this world, this blog is all for you. I don’t know how you manage to do it but hey, I want you to know that there’s no one stronger than y’all and I am so incredibly proud of you. I want you to know that you’re the most beautiful and amazing broken person out there:) It is weird how no one can understand “feelings”. It is like we want people to know what we’re going through but cannot frame the right sentences to explain it. Or maybe somehow, we did find the right words but t

“She is way more beautiful than me”. “She’s got all those cool guys surrounding her”. “I am ugly, underconfident, weird and nobody likes me”. Growing up, many such negative thoughts would affect my mental peace. I always used to feel insecure about the fact that people of the same age as me belonged to that “cool group” while I was nowhere close to them. Basically, I compared.   I chose them over me. I let that thought ruin my peace. I would often find myself feeling alone and ignored and sometimes, I played the role of victim for many bullies out there. Life was tough. My tears used to put me to bed every freaking night. I was firm at my belief that “I SUCKED”! Least did I know that better days were yet to knock at my door. Boldfit N95 mask for face (Pack of 5) You know how they say, “you learn over time”? Well, trust me you do! I saw miracles happening. I saw myself changing over time, facing problems that were toughening me, every damn day. I saw situations changing, people changing

“And suddenly, I was witnessing my brain going numb. I couldn’t understand what was happening to me. With time, I stopped eating much, talking, enjoying life and all I did was sleep…because that was my ultimate escape…”   People take mental health for granted. Just because the pain isn’t visible to their naked eyes, they feel it’s just some sort of stress. Here begins my story of depression which, - was worsened because of negligence - made no sense to others because of my lack of communication - was treated as “no big deal”. Life’s too short to decide about what’s important to focus on and what’s not, right? We make certain things our priorities and start to work and schedule our lives accordingly. But amidst all of this, we somewhere forget about ourselves. We let loose of all the precious elements that make us, us. The same was the case with me. Every time I got attached to certain people, I gave my 100% to them without even saving 1% for myself. Whenever I got caug

The thing is that we easily surrender. We give in to our problems. We make our minds believe that we are weak, and are not worth it. We find peace in running away from difficulties than facing them. Because why not? I believe that the majority of our problems arise from procrastination to deal with them. We take them for granted until they turn into an unsolvable disaster. No doubt, every one of us wants to live an unproblematic, simple life but how many of us dare to get deeply involved in our shit to find out the actual cause of it all?     Well, I don’t see even one person in my vicinity. This is where we all go wrong. This is why we never tend to learn from our mistakes and unknowingly repeat them, time and again. We never care to dig deep into the roots. We just pluck out that one ugly leaf that’s bothering us, which is never the solution. Life can be made simpler just by keeping in mind the aftereffects/ consequences of the stuff that we do. But on the contrary, all w

Do you miss that special Sunday vibe? Are you bawling your eyes out right now, just because you are single this valentine’s too? Have you started to feel that all you have is never? Celebrate your love with a personalized engraved plaque and keychain!   Growing up, Sunday has always been the most awaited day of the week for almost everyone! Be it school days or the job life, Sundays have always had a different vibe altogether. But since the pandemic has hit our lives, every day has started to feel like a Sunday. The only difference is that we are still working, although in our comfort zones but why is nobody talking about monotony? To top it all, this Sunday is supposed to be the valentine’s day and people like me who’ve got no date are kinda bummed. But who says that to feel loved, you need people around you? Ah, c’mon! Now stop feeling like a loner already. If there’s no one to make you feel special, why don’t YOU do that for yourself this time? I promise once you know thes